My name is Vanessa, I am 28 years old and I have the Crohn Disease since I am 17. I take Remicade (last week was the 6th time). Right away after the transfusion I was panicking, I had nausea, I felt weak... Since a while (I dont remember since when, but it is less than 2 months) I have panick attack. I am really depressed and I always feel weak, when I feel weak, I always think I am going to die or faint. I am really scared the Remicade will not work because I am not sure what's next. Because of this disease I am really going crazy. When I am at work, in the bus, in the subway, if my fiance is not home and I am alone I always have a pannick attack. During those attacks I always think that something went wrong in my body with the medication or the crohn. What scares me the most if I dont know if the symptoms come from my head or if they are real.
Does anyone of you knows a way I cant stop all that and be happy for more than 2 hours?