There are lots of food delivery organizations for the ill and the elderly. They usually deliver one weeks worth of food at one time. Call medicare, local info resources, ask your PCP for any referrals or leads. Call you health plan. They usually have health coaches or social workers. If you are christian call your church... jewish call your temple, etc. Though this in it self may take more energy than you have, it it will be worth it. Im lucky, I still have my mom at 45 yrs old. Good luck my dear