A Long Year

by Rafael
(New York City)

I writing to you from New York City it has been under a year that I've found out that I have crohn's disease, I should start by saying I've really been stress about this. I've had two flare up in the last 8 months. I loss my job of 6 years because i couldn't keep up with the work, I thou they understood and I was wrong, I feel I live in a bathroom at times, I've lost so much weight and feel I have no that understands me, I know the person I was before this happen to me, and i just can't funtion the way I did before. I know it could be worst. I feel like it has control of me and I can't get a hand on this disease. just want to screeemmmmm!